I tried it. It was terrifying. I was crushing inside.
It felt so painful that I wanted to rip my heart out.
So agitating that I wanted to throw up my heart.
Because that's where it hurts.
That's where it all stings burns and breaks the most.
I couldn't breathe. I was so scared. I didn't know what to do.
I tried scratching my heart out but I couldn't do it.
I just ended up wounding myself a bit. I'm just so scared.
I don't want that to happen ever. I would probably die from the pain.
[ A F R A I D- ]
I broke bad.
I was in tears. I couldn't breathe.
I'm never trying it again. I might go insane.
I'm sorry. I knew it that you won't like this.
But I had to try.